The year was 2008, I was in my first year of high school, at the age of 16 years old. One of my best friends and I went to the city to watch the new movie Twilight, that she had heard so much about and badly wanted to watch. We were just like everybody else: totally mesmerised by Edward. I remember walking back to the ferry in a daze. We stopped by a bookshop on the way to buy the novel, and I read it in a couple of days. I ordered the next two books to be delivered, I think, and convinced the manager of my local bookshop to order in the fourth and final book, in English, when it released. It was still the same school year when Midnight Sun, an unfinished manuscript telling the story of Twilight from Edward Cullen’s perspective rather than Bella Swan’s, was leaked. I remember my friend obsessing over it, and I tried to read some of it, but I believe I wasn’t able to read it all before it disappeared from where I was reading it.
Something like 7 years went by, I’d finished three years of high school, a gap year where I studied photography, and I was in my second year of university, getting my bachelor’s degree in English, when it was revealed that Stephenie Meyer would release a new book for the 10 year anniversary of her first novel, Twilight. Surely, this had to be the long anticipated Midnight Sun, finally, right? Wrong. What we got was a rerelease of Twilight, paired with the book Life and Death: Twilight Reimagined, where most of the genders are swapped. I bought it and I read it – but I honestly don’t remember much, other than the names Beau and Edythe (Bella and Edward), Julie (Jacob), and that Charlie and Renee were still the same as in the original. I remember the ending – where Edward saved Bella by sucking James’ venom out of her and stopping her from becoming a vampire, Edythe did not do this and Beau did end up becoming a vampire, and the Cullens had to fake his death, rather than fake an accident as they did to explain Bella’s injuries. Meyer’s explanation for this is that it would have been impossible to keep the rest of the story gender-swapped, as such a big part of Bella’s story in the fourth book is her becoming pregnant by Edward and giving birth to a child that’s half human, half vampire, and this would not have been possible for Beau and Edythe as female vampires can’t get pregnant by human men (or other vampires, or any other creature). I think I remember both finding the story somewhat ridiculous as well as awkward, as some of the personality traits and actions just did not seem to work as well when gender-swapped, and I haven’t reread this story, despite reading all the Twilight books multiple times between 2008 and 2011.
Why am I writing about Life and Death in a post dedicated to Midnight Sun, you may ask? Because it’s important, for a few reasons. Firstly, there was the disappointment of getting a gender-swapped retell of a book I’d loved as a teenager, that felt like a cheap attempt at getting some attention and making some money, for the 10-year anniversary of Twilight. Secondly, because the internet has informed me that, even though this was not the book we had been waiting for, it was the book that led Meyer to actually pick up Midnight Sun again and finish writing it. I knew she’d put it on ice, that she didn’t feel like completing it after the leak back in 2008, and I doubt I was alone in thinking this story would never be completed, that we’d all be left wondering what was going through Edward’s mind when he first med Bella, possibly with a few vague memories of reading the leaked manuscript back when we were kids. Boy, was I wrong! In the year 2020, an awful year for many reasons for many people all across the world, Stephenie Meyer announced that she would finally release Midnight Sun, the companion novel to Twilight, from the perspective of Edward Cullen, later that same year! I immediately knew I wanted to read it, but I didn’t buy it straight away and kept waiting to see if there would be a paperback edition (they’re cheaper and easier to hold), but no such thing happened between August and December, when I sat down to make my Christmas wishlist. I put the book on the list, and it ended up being one of the gifts my boyfriend bought me! I was still reading a lot of different books though, however, and I didn’t feel rushed – it’s not like I could get many spoilers for a story so well-known to me, and people weren’t really talking about it either, so it just got left on my shelf for a while while I was reading other books instead. Now, however, it is July, almost a year later, and I’ve finally gotten around to reading Midnight Sun, and let me tell you: I have thoughts.
My edition of the book is 756 pages. I read that in less than 5 days (meaning I started first thing in the morning on day one, and finished it mid-afternoon on day five).
I haven’t read the original Twilight story in about a decade, although I have seen the films several times since then. I recently rewatched the first film as well, and my main issue with it is that it seems incredibly rushed – Bella basically says she’s afraid of losing Edward when they’ve barely spoken before then. I can’t remember if the book felt as rushed as the movie, but I want to believe it doesn’t. Midnight Sun (from here on known as MS) definitely didn’t feel as rushed! The rest of this post won’t exactly be a scene by scene comparison, as that would make this post ridiculously long, but there are a few scenes I do want to bring up because I found them interesting.
The book starts in the cafeteria on Bella’s first day at Forks high school, where Edward realises he can’t hear her thoughts. And the next scene, of course, is the biology classroom where he smells her scent and it nearly drives him to kill her as well as everyone else in the classroom. Of course, I knew that wouldn’t happen as I was reading the scene, but it was so well written that I almost believed Edward wouldn’t make it through – he certainly wasn’t sure of it himself! Of course we already knew Edward left town for a couple of weeks – but in MS we find out where he went: To Alaska, where Tanya and her sisters live! We also find out that Tanya wants to be with Edward (at least physically) but that he has never had that sort of an interest in her. Then again, there hardly seems to be a creature on Earth that doesn’t want to be with Edward, with the exception of Rosalie despite being created to hopefully be his mate, and Alice who already had Jasper by the time they joined the Cullen family. But I digress.
It was interesting to read all of Edward’s thoughts as he was trying to figure Bella out, since he’s not able to read her thoughts the way he can everyone else. It was also interesting to see interactions with his family, something we didn’t get as much from Bella’s point of view. Rosalie’s hatred seems even stronger in MS than it does in the original book and movie. We get to hear Emmet’s creation story, which I don’t think we had from Twilight (T). More of Carlisle’s story is told to us as well, and Edward’s “vampire childhood” is elaborated on a lot! It was a pleasure to read and get more insight into more of the family than we had before MS!
I think what I enjoyed the most were the scenes where Edward and Bella were apart. Not because I didn’t enjoy them together, but because that’s a familiar story, even though Edwards’ thoughts and feelings are elaborated on, and how he sees Bella, rather than how Bella sees him. But I really enjoyed the story lines like him tracking her down in Port Angeles after losing sight of her, before saving her from the group lead by the rapist-murderer that almost got her; Edward’s desperation was written really well here. And after that, when he told Carlisle about what had happened and how he wanted to go back and find and kill the guy – Carlisle actually comes with Edward, and when they’ve tracked him down, tells Edward to go home and that he’ll take care of it, and the guy ends up arrested! That was not something I could have predicted at all, because Bella barely watches TV and had not caught the CNN broadcast about what had happened, and Edward never told her. Another one of these apart-scenes that I enjoyed reading was after James had caught Bella’s scent and decided to hunt her, when Alice and Jasper drove her south and they were trying to lead the tracker away – Edward, Carlisle and Emmet were driving north, whilst Rosalie and Esme stayed in Forks. This chase scene was brilliantly written, and I could feel Edward’s fear and frustration here. Lastly, one of the scenes I enjoyed the most was where, after they rescued Bella, and hey were driving to the hospital, Alice was using her psychic abilities to plan out all the things they needed to do to make the story add up, such as rent a couple of rooms in a cheap hotel, then stage an accident, then phone it in from the hospital and tell the hotel staff they needed to clear it up so that no one else gets hurt! Of course Edward was narrating all of this, as he was reading Alice’s thoughts or visions, but it was really her voice coming through here, with the odd comment from Edward, and that was a really fun chapter to read!
In terms of scenes when they were together… The meadow scene where Edward reveals himself sparkling in the sun stood out immensely; it was a very long chapter and I could not put the book down while reading it (although that was me throughout the entire book, to be fair). He was so afraid Bella would find him disgusting when he “revealed himself” to her, but instead she found him beautiful, which of course we already knew. It was interesting to read about him pushing himself, testing his limits in terms of inhaling her scent to try and make it less appealing by desensitising himself to it. Him struggling, failing, needing time away from her to get himself under control… I know there’s lots of criticism that can be made here, and parallels that can be drawn in terms of him being 109 and her being 17, his attraction to her and inability to stay away… But I really don’t want to go down that road. I just want to enjoy this story for what it is; a low fantasy book about a human and a vampire who fall in love. As I mentioned earlier, it’s been a decade since I read T the last time, but I recently saw the film and thought the love story felt rushed (there are several scenes with music playing and we can see Bella and Edward talking, giving the illusion of time passing by, as well as comments like him saying he’s been watching her sleep for the last couple of months or so, but most of this happens after she’s said she’s afraid of losing him, and that’s the bit I have the most issues with, really). In MS, the love story did not feel rushed, in my opinion. Edward even states himself that there is a difference between love and attraction or infatuation (I can’t remember which word he used exactly). But the exploration of feelings, him discovering attraction, first to her blood but then to her as a living creature, discovering “human feelings” he didn’t know were still in him, as he said, and also jealousy, him getting to know Bella, and letting Bella get to know him… It all felt quite organic in MS.
I would have to reread Twilight to be sure, but I do think Edward is a better narrator than Bella was. This could be due to Meyer being a more experienced author now, as T was her first ever published work, but it could also be with Edward having lived over a century, first as a human boy and then as a vampire, whereas Bella is just a teenage girl. I don’t think I have a preference in terms of reading books with a male or female main character or narrator, but I absolutely loved reading MS and Edward’s story. I guess you can compare 28 year-old me reading MS to 16 year-old me reading T and the rest of the books for the first time; I could not put the book down, I was reading from first thing in the morning until last thing at night to get through the story as I did not want to take a break. Part of me wants to reread the original books now, to see how the experience differs with me being older myself – I’m still closer to Bella’s age, and technically Edward’s development was frozen at the age of 17 when he became a vampire, but I’m curious to see whether I’d read the books as quickly this time, and whether my opinion on them has changed. I do think that next time I read MS I’ll read it slower – that’s been my experience with rereading other works, such as Harry Potter and the Cursed Child; the first time, I read it all in one sitting, the second time it took me a few days as I was no longer as infatuated with the characters. Similarly, I loved the Chronicles of Narnia as a child, but I reread all of them a few years later and noticed things about them I had not noticed when I was a child, which made me like them slightly less the.. well, not the second time around, as I read them many times before that, but the last time I read them all, at least.
But yes, dear reader: I will definitely be rereading Midnight Sun, sometime in the future! Perhaps alongside the original book, or immediately after, or before! I do find myself wishing for the rest of the story told from Edward’s perspective… Maybe not so much New Moon, but definitely Eclipse and Breaking Dawn! Meyer has stated that she has two more books planned set in the Twilight universe, but that she’s working on something unrelated at the moment. I am hopeful that they’re the rest of the story told from Edward’s point of view… but honestly, I’m almost certain that won’t be the case. Her novella, The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner, actually sold better than MS in the first few days, so I can imagine her writing something similar, giving a voice to a smaller character. However, TSSLoBT was released in 2010 while the rest of the books were fairly new and the movies were still in production, so I’m not surprised it sold well then; I find it hard to believe that another novel or novella in the same style following another character would sell as well. Then again, MS was mainly made for “twihards”, people that loved the original books back then, who would still be willing to go back now, so maybe whatever she writes would sell well among fans of the original series. Then again, who am I to speak – we all know that whatever she releases set in this universe, whether it’s contemporary or a prequel or a sequel, I’ll buy and read it.
If you read the original Twilight books, have you read Midnight Sun yet, or do you think you will someday? If no, why not?
Xoxo
Julie